Around the track eight teams went. The crowd was wild that day as the 4x100 meter relay took off. I took a few anxious jumps up and down, up and down—loosened up before the baton would eventually reach my handoff zone, be placed into my hand, and make me the one thing standing between my team and the chance for a first place trophy at Track and Field State 2011.
In Cheney, Washington, the weather was on our side. The winds stayed quiet, and the sun chose not to beat down on us too terribly.
My eyes followed the first leg of our relay team around her 100 meter section of the track before she would hand it off to the second leg. Preliminaries had been easy. Placed in a heat with significantly lesser times than ourselves, it was simply a matter of getting the hand-offs down at the right place at the right time. Now, as finals was occurring right before my eyes, nothing but sheer focus held my gaze steady on the small, metal baton making its way around the track, towards me, bringing with it all of the heaviness that my coach and team had put on it only minutes before.
Never before had our Tacoma Baptist girls Track and Field team won the 4x100 meter dash at State. The year before at Track State 2010, I had participated in the same relay with nearly the same group of girls. We had been slotted to win, and our time would have beaten the winning time for that year. Unfortunately, one of our handoffs slipped, causing our relay team to be disqualified from the event that year.
This was our comeback; this is where it counted—where I was supposed to “leave it all out on the track.”
The baton was in the hand of the second runner now. I could feel my heart hammering against my chest. It felt as if it could jump right out of my being, it was so strong—so filled with the ambition of my team.
Ellie and Paige, the other two original members of the relay team from the previous year, were the first and second legs. Our conversations up until this point for that day had been about one thing and one thing only: the 4x100 meter relay. Our times were neck-and-neck with two other schools’, separated by about .01-.03 seconds each. We were nervous; we were anxious; we were ready. Before lining up at the starting line, our relay team had prayed. I could hear the anticipation in their words—the wonder of how the race would turn out etched into the tones of their voices.
The baton reached our newest relay member, the third leg: Mckenna. For a freshman, she was fast, and it wasn’t whether she’d be faster than the other girls or not that I was fearful over. Rather, it was our handoff. As a freshman, she hadn’t had much experience in handoffs, so the entire season had been laced with some good ones and some not so good ones. Practice before preliminaries at State that year had been shaky as well, so my confidence level was not where it could have been. But, that’s where my lesson came in.
Trust.
I trusted Ellie to have a good start and to get the baton to Paige. I trusted Paige to keep the momentum and to get the baton to Mckenna. I trusted in Mckenna’s speed and determination to pull ahead and get the baton to me. It’d be a straight-shot of my prayers and God-given speed from there-on out, and hopefully it’d be good enough.
Mckenna rounded the corner, owning her 100 meters that she had to run like a champion. I could always count on her to keep us ahead; again, her speed was never a cause of worry to me.
Then the hand-off.
I turned.
She passed the marker.
I took off.
“STICK!” she cried.
My hand flew back.
The baton’s cold body rested in my palm.
My fingers wrapped around the metal.
I ran.
When I run, my mind tends to “turn off” in the sense that I stop thinking about anything apart from what I am doing in that instant: running towards the finish line, and the people beside me who need to be placed behind me.
And by the grace of God, that is how the race finished.
I crossed the finish line a head above everybody else, winning the 4x100 meter dash at Track and Field State 2011.
The thing is, is that I have also won individual events at Track State. Do I feel accomplished and proud of the work paying off? Of course I do. But, for some reason, nothing gives me the satisfaction quite like knowing that my entire team placed first, and not just me. In my single events they called my name, I stepped up on the podium, received a medal, got down, had my picture in the paper, and that was that. “Five minutes of fame” is a phrase that I first-handedly know the meaning of, and know that it doesn’t satisfy. But the look on Ellie and Paige’s faces as they ran to me, finally receiving the state title that could have been ours the previous year… having a freshman feel the victory of what it’s like when an entire team works together, and how a season of hard work can really pay off… seeing them all ecstatic when they get their medals, being able to set a record time for our school… so many accomplishments made by my team and I… that is what I’ve found it to be all about.
At the end of the day, sure, I enjoyed the medal. And yes, who doesn’t like setting a record time for your school—or winning state? But what really made it all worth it in the end was the goal of my team being met by following my coaches’ objectives (via the daily workouts we were required to do). Lessons learned, friendships built, experiencing your teammates coming through for you when you are forced to trust them without even looking…
My team is what it’s all about.